National Poetry Month! (playlist)

Timeless

If love had a price;

Then the richest man on earth would be broke;

For our love is priceless.

There could never be another love like ours because there could never be another you.

You’re unimaginative, in ways to the human mind.

When you speak, my heart becomes overwhelmed with emotion

You paint a picture worth a thousand words with your eyes,

And light up the galaxies with your smile.

Your touch feels so much like heaven, even though I’ve never been there; it takes me to such a majestic place that it undoubtedly or unmistakably cannot be earthly.

Like much needed breath

Your laughter adds life to my every being and gives me reason for living

Yet the shyness in your nature soothes and eases my troubles like tranquil summer breeze.

I know with all certainty that God loves me, because the best thing he ever did after he died, was to begin constructing a masterpiece like you just for me. What fine work of art!

 Treasures like you aren’t found on this earth or in this world or anywhere I could possibly consider or imagine.

You must be heaven sent.

Not only have I found a friend but a soul mate.

I’ll sacrifice my life for you if I have to;

I’m so sure that we’re meant for and couldn’t be more perfect for each other that when your heart beats, the vibration is felt in mine.

Gosh! It’s like second nature.

When your soul sings the harmony blends and is heard with mine;

I’ll love you more and more each moment; till that moment known as timeless.

I know so much that it’s perfect that it becomes annoyingly satisfying just to think about it.

I love you selflessly, understandably, willingly, vivaciously, spiritually, physically, mentally, and psychologically. When I saw you for the first time I thought to myself… definitely.

I love you... Endlessly, breathlessly, heart and soulfully, till it brings tears to my eyes and music to my soul….. My God- fully;

Unconditionally

You don’t dwell in my heart or in my mind. Not in my thoughts neither in my smile. The love I have for you dwells in my soul.

For God made that space just for you. He gave me all rights to give you permission to share that space with him.

Even he approves of you 100%; and if divine intervention and true self relation with the master himself can bring us together, how much closer to perfection can this be. You truly are perfect for me, and for each other we’re meant to be. Lovingly yours, from this day forward, even after we pass.

Don't Take It Personally

Do I really love this place?

This I always wonder!

I so often feel out of place

It’s like no one knows the stress I’m under

This world is often said to be so cold

Yeah people can be straight and direct

But the one thing I’ve never been told

Is why it’s a reason to not show respect?

So you’re in control... this, everyone can see

And the people around you conform

But let me make to know a little fact about me

Being weak and afraid ain’t my norm

We use differences in culture as an excuse

To continue to do as we please

And our power with ease we continue to abuse

To make others feel much less at ease

They tell me I have quite a lot to learn

I don’t understand because I’m so young

But I’ve always knew respect’s something you earn

And it’s a quality possessed by the strong

You’re just doing your job, yes I agree

But there are ways in which things are done

So just imagine I’m you and you were me

If I abused my position, I would be wrong!

Were my reactions to your curtness simply out of line?

I’m told I take things personally; you simply had no other choice

And this I have thought about, it’s been tapping in my mind

But I just hate when I can’t have a voice

The world is filled with people like you

This... I’m coming to understand

But you don’t intimidate me like you think you do

You’re just a coward and less than a man!

Sonnet I (Nostalgie)

Je veux sentir, la chaleur  de son corps ;

O Dieu, je pleurs et j’ai peur toujours ;

Où dans le monde puis je trouve mon amour ;

Mon désire seulement est ses baiser forts.

Je sens la douleur, il a pris mon cœur ;

Le soleil ne brille ou sourire pour moi ;

J’ai perdu toute ma force et toute ma foi ;

La souffrance brule dans mon âme comme un feu.

Je prie, j’attends et j’écoute pour sa voix ;

Je suis désespéré et sans un choix.

Mes larmes se sont épuisées, tourment reste ;

Je suis hanté par ce fantôme de lui ;

O la solitude envahit la nuit ;

Et l’envie de ses amours manifestes.

Je Te Vois (I See You)

Subjugated by this personality;

Eyes that ask and yearn and search,

A smile that hides so much pain,

Gestures displaying bits of truth.

Conversations long and enlightening!

Comfort level adjusted to just the right standard.

Light humor to calm tense moments

An understanding like shared experiences.

Slowly blinking rhythmically...

Even breath precisely taken.

Stares never fixed for too long,

Smiles always carefully measures.

Laughs released but somehow restrained,

Hands under chin, propping sorrow.

Never sitting still, feet always tapping,

Emotions controlled...proportioned!

Guard never let down too low;

Pretense that fears are non-existent 

True self hidden, chasing superficial dreams,

Image dependent on life-changing success.

Behind the veil...I see you

A heart caged up, I see you

Wearing that mask, I see you

Fading away fast, I see you

Trying to be cool, I see you

Pretending all is well, I see you

Wanting to belong, I see you

Afraid and alone, I see you

Insecure and unsure, I see you

Longing to be loved, I see you

Trying hard to adapt, I see you

Reaching for the stars, I see you

Run but you can't hide, I see you

With eyes open wide, I see you

With my heart reaching out, I see you

Without a shadow of a doubt, I see you!

Sarah Kay performs "Postcards"

The Bowery Poetry Club's "Page Meets Stage" Segment with the magnificent and talented 

Sarah Kay performing one on my favorite spoken word poems "Postcards"

The One that Got Away

I've gotten to the point where, I have decided
to let go, let go of this idea, this notion, of this notion
I have decided to...try...to block this longing, this image
Out of my memory.
Chasing stars or chasing pavements or chasing light...always chasing!
Painful wounds felt deep to the core;
Incurable, festering...like an open soar.
I saw myself!!! Walking down corridors
White coat flying in the wind generated by the stride in my steps..Oh Yeah!
Oh! That moment I would die for, Oh! That moment I could have killed for!


Mom would have been so proud,
Dad...he was never around. God alone knows,
If he would have known, if he knew of any great moment,
If he even knows... but those thoughts fade anyways.
I've never really known him and thus I'm unfazed.
So these desires, or should I say ambitions...more so, hopes...
easily replaced his absence, my fears, our...our....
...I don't think we have anything in common! Or do we?
He wasn't so easily replaceable though,
This I'm beginning to know
His absence still overshadows!


Thirteen, in a world unknown;
Vulnerable and uncertain of almost everything,
except....the tangibility of this dream.
Strange...everyone thought I was
Strange! ... everyone thinks I maybe
Strange! ...everyone thinks I am,
Strange I was determined to be;
For this indispensable dream defined me!
_______
All grown up now, less unfazed, more confused, dissatisfied...but,
Somehow set apart! In my own world at least.
Guess eccentricity is in this season...
For me, its perhaps every season.
I've reached the realization that, I was driven mainly by death
Motivated by lifelessness, I had life but had never lived!
How does anyone find death fascinating? I did!
The white coat has disappeared from my head but is somehow engraved in my heart.
Mom ended up disappointed. Dad... nothing's changed!
Me... I haven't figured that one out yet...


Chasing after... this thing, this idea, this dream, to this day.
You know what? After all this time, maybe I can safely say,
That this thing, this idea, this dream, is the "One that got away!"