Monday, March 5, 2012

Truth Be Told

I Loved You, You Loved Me - We were fine;
You hurt Me, I Hated You - We were going downhill;
You Loved Me, You Held on to Me...I Loved You - Shit Happens;
You Held on to Me Tighter,I Hated You More - (but still loved you at the same time???)
We Tried, We Failed, You Tried, It Failed - Did IT or We Fail?
I Let Go, You Still Held On - But yet still, why did I remain Hopeful?
You tried to let go, You couldn't let go! - Or did I just not allow you to?
I convinced myself that I don't love you, I avoided you - I have been such a grave Liar;
I tried to move on, you kept holding on - I was wondering if you weren't tired?
I searched for what I lacked, thought I found it - Wishful thinking.
I held on to it, it slipped away from me - Guess it wasn't meant for me in the first place!
Distance and silence, hurts like hell, painful combination - I am so confused right now...


I found a friend, or so I thought, or so I would still like to think - this reminds me why I have trust issues
Maybe I held on too tight, maybe I didn't say all the right...(things) - I'm learning the art of letting go
I Loved You, You Loved Me - We were fine;
You Hurt Me, I Hated You - We're Finished.
You Moved On, I...I...I'm still here? (sigh) - I thought I hated you so much? How can this be?


Truth be told,
As the story unfolds,
I long for a hand to hold!
In this gentle mind that's tainted
And this yearning heart that's fainted,
I saw our perfect picture being painted.
I never meant to deceive!
If you could only believe,
I was simply wearing my heart on my sleeve!
My thoughts and my wants get the best of me,
I hoped and I prayed it was destiny,
God please show me a sign...Is this meant to be?


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