I've Become Undone!

Maybe it was some kind of luck
Maybe it was merely just destiny
Maybe I'm too much of a dreamer
Maybe I think too much like a believer


I've been trapped, locked up, confined
and I can't seem to find a reason for
these mixed emotions that change like the seasons
Today blooming like spring; tomorrow no spring birds sing!


Maybe I am a bit confused
Maybe I'm just too afraid to lose
Maybe I lack experience
Maybe I just want a chance


I need to express this, cause my heart goes faster 
than the express train every time I say your name
I just can't suppress this, I'm desperate for a solution
Can you help me address this...situation?


Maybe I'm a little too naive 
Maybe I come on too strong 
Maybe I jump from too high
Maybe I fall way too hard


I've gotten to the point where I just can't pinpoint 
an exact notion of reality; I've trodden down this road, 
wound up at an intersection... so unsure.
I've lost my map, my way, without direction!


Maybe I've gotten carried away
Maybe I've gotten too close 
Maybe I still feel far away
Maybe I miss you too much


I've been waiting patiently
For some glory days, I've been
watching closely with fixed eyes and listening
carefully for words that I hoped would put me at ease


Maybe its uncertainty 
Maybe its desire
Maybe its familiarity
Maybe its a connection


I've been trying to know
I've been searching to find out, I've been 
reaching to get a hold so I can fill this hole
I've been giving endlessly


Maybe I'm too expressive
Maybe to this I'm new 
Maybe I think to far ahead...or
Maybe its just you!